I am pleased to admit that my need for community and reliance on friends has grown substantially. One of my posts, Self-Sustainment, speaks to a time when I divvied up my emotions amongst my inner circle. Finally, I have stepped out on faith realizing that my relationships are covered by God. This simply means that my friends are there moreso by God's design than by my own. Over the past year, we have all been able to draw closer to one another which has resulted in more of an openness on my part to confide my full range of emotions to each of them.
I have started to long for true community, the kind of experience that I've read about and most recently started to live out. I am finding that I welcome their input and "intrusion" into my life.
I am very aware of how strange this might seem to some, but considering my past and how restricted I have been in sharing myself completely with others, this is an amazing transformation for me. Hallelujah and all praises to my Father in heaven! For only He could bring about this change in me.
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